January 2012
1 post
Empty...
That’s what I feel when I’m with you. Like if there’s something missing. I shouldn’t feel like this but yet I do. I try to see if you would at least hug me, comfort me. You don’t. It’s seems like my feeling are not important to you. I don’t deserve this. I want a guy who wants to be my everything, that I’m they’re everything. Cause for so long...
October 2011
3 posts
Currently...
my life is going pretty good. I feel like I’m in a roller coaster really, I feel content one minute and then it all goes down the drain. But for right now I feel good. I’m excited for the things to come. Especially my birthday!! I just need to hold on to this feeling. I need to remember what it’s like to be happy. Cause I am. Just with a little extra baggage called stress that...
September 2011
10 posts
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I think...
I’m starting to like you more than what I realize. You told me not to fall in love with you. I said trust me I’m not. And now I’m starting to doubt myself. I don’t know what we’re doing anymore. I like you alot. But why are we doing this to ourselves. What’s the point of us talking if it’s not going to lead somewhere. I know it’s too early for me to...
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August 2011
5 posts
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Do you ever feel....
Like you have no purpose in life? Cause sometimes I feel like that and I know I have this great plan for me but sometime in the chaos of it all, I feel like I’m doing it for nothing. I guess maybe for the money, but I’m always going to have to work and go to school and then have a family and then support them until they can make it on their own. I know it sounds stupid but it’s...
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July 2011
10 posts
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So....
There’s this boy. A friend actually, and I can’t get him out of my head. Which is weird cause I never would have thought in liking him. Ever. I even have told people that there was no way I would ever like this guy. But I do. I feel the butterflies when I’m with him which hasn’t happen in a long time. And to be honest I thought I would be sad when I felt like this about a...
June 2011
6 posts
I will not allow myself....
to go back to you. It’s not like you were mine in the first place. You pissed me off yesterday. I just hate that you say one thing and then change your mind the last minute. You always do this. Always. I know we’re not made for each other. You’re right it’s for the best we just don’t see each other. It’s just…. I like knowing that you’re still in my...
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May 2011
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April 2011
11 posts
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I feel like...
My heart is being broken again. Isn’t that weird cause I’m not in a relationship. But I feel it happening all over again. For the SAME reason. And you have said nothing to me. Well that’s not true… you make me feel like I’m always second place. And I am. But I don’t want to be in second place if it means that I can’t see you. I was so disappointed this...
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My heart...
Drops evertime I see you with her.
March 2011
6 posts
Ugg...
Sometimes I feel sick to my stomach. Like real sick. I don’t even know how to express my feelings anymore. I feel like… You’re going to stop talking to me. I can see it now. I dislike this feeling. Why must I feel something for you. At times I wish I didn’t. That I can see you as a friend and you would have no effect on me. But that is not the case. I see you and instant...
